Scribble your heart away!

I gaze at his picture and wish he would just leap out of it into my arms – my son, Chikoo. The laptop sits in front of me, on the table; the keys waiting to be tapped and words waiting to spill onto the blank screen. But, not a single thought enters my mind, except that of my baby.


I ought to begin living again, but, the heart has a mind of its own, and it won’t pay heed to my practical advice. And so, there I sit, lost in Chikoo’s thoughts, unable to bring myself to write a word. Of course, there are days when I write like crazy, but those days are few and far between.


Most of the days are such, you know, when there are a hundred thoughts swarming around in the mind, but the heart is just not into it.


No post gets written, no sketch gets made, the mundane chores of everyday life get done haphazardly. Nothing seems to  motivate me to get up and get going.


Thankfully, my luck, it seems, can’t bear this sight of me sitting idle with a wan smile, looking all lost,  and so it brings a beautiful  ‘something’ for me that it knows is bound to cheer me up!


First, it gets my blogger friend Shalini Baisiwala to tag me in a post on the Facebook Page of Matrika Paper Products;  then,  it gets me to register on their site where I discover the amazing Creative Women’s Journal.


Finally, one fine day, when my energy levels are at their lowest, my luck knocks on my door and hands me this vibrant,  red notebook with a beautiful golden quill on  the cover with the word, “Write” at the top.


And, that’s just what I begin doing!


Colours, as we know so well, add life to the world around us.

The vibrant hues are those that rev up the energy levels with their brightness,  driving away the gloominess and adding zest to life.


So, if one was to receive such a vibrant gift to be used to write, doodle, scribble one’s thoughts, dream and plan for the future, how wouldn’t one feel alive again? And, alive is just how I have been feeling ever since the beautiful journal landed in my hands.

My first colouring activity and some thoughts I penned.

The journal opens up to the first page where you fill in your details, and then turn over to a short note for its users about all that they can expect inside this magnificent little book. It consists of 8 adult colouring pages with pictures inspired by nature.


Colouring is the most therapeutic activity I have indulged in right since childhood. However, since some time now, I have been away from it for lack of enthusiasm, so, these colouring pages feel like manna to this gloomy soul.


The journal also has some plain pages for all the times when one feels like doodling their thoughts away. Like I do when I write in a book.


The margins of most pages are crowded with doodles that tend to help me creatively in a way I really cannot explain.


For me, doodling is cathartic and this pretty book gives me an opportunity to doodle when my mind goes on its own trip to some fantasy land, leaving the words aside for a while.


So, there will be not just writing, but colouring as well as doodling! Isn’t that great?

The stickers that voice your emotions.

To add to the list of lovelies in this pretty journal, there are stickers for the various moods that we experience at any given time, some encouraging messages, some to-do stickers to embellish your to-do lists and motivate you to reach for those stars.


There are also pages with “Books to be read” and “Places to be visited” lists at the end that I intend to fill up, soon.  These are going to be my dreams, for myself.


We all ought to have some dreams for ourselves and work towards fulfilling those dreams. The satisfaction one gets at the end of it all is unparalleled. I am sure you know what I mean!


I began by colouring the first picture in the journal and jotted down a few thoughts that popped in my head at the end of my colouring activity. I am sharing the picture with you here.


Let me tell you, it was a marvellous feeling I experienced as I used almost every colour I could lay my hands on for colouring.


I suggest you try it out –  colouring,  doodling,  penning your thoughts,  planning and dreaming – every activity this journal encourages you to indulge in is therapy for a harried soul, and harried souls we all are, aren’t we?


Do try out this journal. Visit the Matrika Paper Products Facebook Page and learn more about it all.


I think I am going to get addicted to maintaining a journal after using my new gift! I am sure you will, too!

Published by shilpagupte

Do you know the secret to living a happy life? Eat. Pray. Love. Or, watch what you eat, wish well for all and fill your heart with love! That's precisely what I try to do through my blogs: 'Metanoia', the wellness blogazine, and 'Fictionista', my blog for fiction and non-fiction. Welcome to my virtual homes!

12 thoughts on “Scribble your heart away!

  1. I love your handwriting and your gentle soul, Shilpa. I wish I was closeby to hug you, maybe make you a cup of tea and then we both could sit and talk about our furry boys. You know I am a good listener. A lot of my friends have told me that. I totally understand how Chikoo's passing has left a void in your heart and your life. It will take time for you to feel normal again. Let yourself grieve. I am so glad that you are drawing and writing a journal. You sketch beautifully. I am not a journal person but when I am troubled, I sit and write out long notes to myself cursing the other person (if someone else is the cause of my trouble) or just share perspective with myself. It helps me. Hugs again. That is a beautiful journal for sure. I like how it almost command you to “Write!'


  2. Thank you so much for your very sweet words, Rachna!

    I would love that hug – I love hugs! And, yes, we could have some tea or coffee (for me!). And, just so you know, I, too, am a good listener. So, we both could talk and listen by turns! 🙂

    Yes, I am glad I received this journal. It will keep my mind occupied and keep me happy. Here's hoping this trend continues!

    Thank you, again, my dear friend!
    Love n hugs! ❤


  3. I have no words of comfort to offer Shilpa. I can only imagine what you are going through. I am glad that journal cheered you up. Draw, colour, write – keep yourself creatively engaged. sending you warm hugs.


  4. I can't claim to even begin to understand your pain sweetie. But I know it will get better. I am glad you are finding comfort in coloring. It always soothes me as well. Hugs.


  5. I would love to have a journal like this. Those stickers are an awesome addition. Yeah, sometimes all creative juices seem to be all dried up. Sometimes I searched other blogs for ideas or read a book. 🙂


  6. I have one such journal from Kiki K with stickers and colors. It feels great to pen all those thoughts, clearing out the mind. Hope that this lovely journal will help to heal your heart soon.


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